100 FILMS before 2013 ends

Since I find myself loving watching movies lately, (well I always do actually!), and that my blog is pretty dead these days, I decided to…tenen — challenge myself once again! Okay, so this is going to be hard, since I forever suck at challenges and I haven’t accomplished any! Yup, even the 20-something Instagram challenge that seems to be so easy has been down the drain! I do not know why I always fail. Oh wait, I know! Because I am such a lazy ass, that’s why!

Anyway, to begin this challenge and thankfully, May has just started, I will include here the movies I did watch since day 1. (I’m nervous now that I think of how this thing will go!)

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FILM 001 : Take This Waltz (2011)

I don’t know when I actually downloaded this movie but I’m glad I did. It is boring to watch (for some reviews I happened to read) but I had no problem with it. Truth is, I actually loved it. It’s about a girl who had a short trip somewhere (I forgot where, haha) and met this one cute guy who then sat next to her on the airplane and found themselves laughing and sharing facts about each other. Thing is, Margo is married to a guy who is really sweet (I could really tell by the movie that he loves her) but the only problem is…they got stuck, and their relationship is nothing but pure boredom. They live together, go out on anniversaries and soon…stopped talking about things. Because…they knew everything about each other already. Or maybe because, in my conclusion, they just stopped trying to make it work. And that is why Margot seems to find herself falling for this new guy who actually happened to be his neighbor. The story ended with Margot leaving her husband to be with this new guy…whom she had great sex with, but soon enough…became as boring as her old relationship.

I think the reason why I loved the movie was well because, I see a lot of myself in Margot (I seem to see myself a lot in everyone else, that’s so annoying) because of the way she handles her relationships. I had that moment. I got bored of someone, and then met a new one and soon left the old one to be with the new guy whom I thought could make a difference. Soon enough, it is just the same old story. At first it was happy, and then you get used to things, got bored and lose yourself once again.

I was crying at the last part of it because I imagine myself saying goodbye to Mr. O and our crazy ways of goofing at each other. I do not want that to happen even if, I have to admit it, that we get bored at times or sick at each others’ presence. Even though we are not as sweet as before, or as happily in love as before, I still want to make it work. Because, accept it. Love is happiest at the first few stages. You think he is your world. You cannot live without him. You wanna wrap yourself up with him, all day long. Then soon, you’ll get used to it, you’ll find yourself bored at some point –doing the same things you always do. Getting stuck, and eventually, losing your interest. But you know why some relationships do last? Because they make it work. And that’s the thing about love. You make it work. Every single day.

Oh the things I learn by watching movies.

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The Carrie Diaries

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I so long see this series in ETC when I was at home but didn’t get myself to watch it until I read Aia’s blog about it. It’s a prequel of The Sex and the City in which Carrie Bradshaw was still in high school (year 1984!!). I thought it was in 2013 and how ironic that it’s actually Mr. O who realized the setting was decades ago. And yes, I do watch this with him. Haha!

So one thing I love about the series is Carrie’s fashion. Sometimes I imagine myself in 80′s and wearing all those padded shoulder dresses and neon heels with my long curly hair. It’ll be awesome to live during that time when everything seems to be colorful and alive and when fashion is about expressing yourself, no matter how odd you may seem and not impressing other people.

Also, I love that Sebastian Kydd and his gorgeous accent and his pouty lips.

I don’t know what time it airs on ETC because I do not have a tv at my place now so I cannot tell you when to watch it. But you can just go download it at piratebay or any torrent site and that’s pretty more convenient, eh?

I just watched episode 6 of season 1 and I love what Carrie told Sebastian : ”..but you can’t go back. Choices were made and things happened because of them.” and I think that’s true. You cannot undone what was done, and you cannot take back what was said. I was reminded that in order to not regret things in the future, you have to make wise choices. True that mistakes and experiences are great teachers but it’s still cooler to not make the worst ones and learn things the hard way.

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THE BEAUTY THAT IS ILOCOS : DAY 1

DSC_4231 copy This trip is the most impulsive trip of my life. Imagine asking friends if they want to go to Ilocos and they all said yes and you didn’t think twice, you just booked the trip right away and all the gods in this world seem to be in your favor and you have an Ilocos package booked for April. April, dude! Do you have any idea how hard it is to book a getaway at this time??? I spent whole days of March booking for Batangas trip and didn’t have anything! Anyway,  back to Ilocos. We left Manila at 11:45 pm of April 18 and reached Ilocos by 5am, April 19th!! Our driver was running at 140 kph. Deym. Untitled-1First stop was the San Agustin church and Bell Tower. I am not a fan of vintage churches but Ilocos has pretty historic ones that would leave you breathless just by hearing their history. We went up to the Bell Tower and it’s quite high up there, my officemates didn’t spend much time taking photos, haha! DSC_4173

Looks like Greece but it’s a cemetery. Meeeh~

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Before going to Ilocos, I created an outfit diary and told myself to take photos of #ootd but my mind has poor memory, I forgot all about it :( But the leftmost photo above can be counted as an #ootd photo!! I wore my lifesaver romper and just put on some blazer because the romper has a bare back. Our itinerary says that breakfast would be at Cafe Uno but the place was jampacked when we got there so we just settled at Aniceto Mansion which is one of the coolest restaurants I’ve been to. They have well inside, a real one with real water and somehow reminds me of Sadako. That scary. Of course I ordered for their longganisa! It comes with a cup of milo or coffee for only Php 100.00.

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After breakfast, we went to Baluerte. Now this is the only spot I didn’t enjoy. I was having photos taken with friends when I saw one huge ostrich coming to me. TO MEEE!!! Okay, this may sound hilarious but ostrich scares the hell out of me!!! Like just by seeing them from afar terrifies me, let alone standing next to me. I cried, really cried when this freaking ostrich ran after me. My friends were laughing because they thought I was just kidding but when I told them why I hate that bird so much, they comforted me, lol.

birdI saw a photo op with this cute bird so I grabbed it. I’m so cute, right?

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fidelMr. Fidel Go demonstrated how it is done and dude, he made it seem too easy! Imagine doing this for decades now and yet he has remained faithful to this industry despite the bloom of the technology. We asked him if he could just use machines in rotating the platform (because he just uses his one foot to rotate it), and he said that he could but haven’t thought of it since it would kill the essence of the work. Hands down to this man!

DSC_4388 copymuseumIlocos is Marcos. Or not. I enjoyed learning more about this man and seeing his dead body upclose. Though I just don’t agree that they have to keep it and open it for public viewing. I mean, let him rest people :( Ferdinand Marcos is really admirable. I wish I live during his time so I was able to witness his life. I think only him could take bar exams twice and maintain being the topnotch-er while inside a precinct. It is believed that if he didn’t marry Imelda, he would have been a good president. Well, I just wish we could have another Ferdinand Marcos today, only a better version (and minus the dictatorship).

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This church is one of those that have the longest aisle. The student who was having her OJT asked us if she could tour us around the church. She said pretty interesting things about this church which obviously it is one of the best tourist spots in Ilocos. It is built hundred years ago, that’s all I remember.  Hahaha lame, Mish. Lame.

I really enjoyed our first day tour even if it’s pretty tiring. Well, travelling is tiring yet fun right? So not complaining! Next to blog about is the 4×4 experience which was also in Day 1 but is pretty awesome one that I needed to do a separate blogpost!! Hah!

World as per John Green

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My life, growing up, consisted of my parents giving me what I want. If they cannot, then my brothers would. This made me the brat girl that I am today. I still remember my ex boyfriend complaining as how it annoys him that I don’t listen to anyone once I made a decision or that how I would do everything just to get what I want. I thought if I wanted it, I could get it. If not, someone else would because I am that important. Hah! See, brat brat brat!!!

But when Borgy and I broke up, I was pushed to change. TBH, everyone, including me, thought Borgy would never give up on me. Like he’s just the only person there is who can endure my worst self. I guess we are all wrong. Everyone has his limits and I think I pushed him too hard. And so, I have no choice but to make myself better — be more matured and less MISH.

Since then, I found myself looking for opportunities to generate income. I started selling clothes on Facebook then eventually built UkayOkay with Mr. O. I can say that I haven’t changed much but I am getting there. One proof is that, yesterday, I went to Divisoria with my best friend and as she shopped for shoes and others, I shopped for bed sheets, curtains and fabric for my future business. Hah! But still, I have to work my ass off to finally get where I want. I guess, I am learning to accept the fact that this world, is really not a wish-granting factory and that in order to survive and get what you want, you have to work for it. It’s no longer my princess moment. I have to wake myself up! Reality is at my door, knocking!!!!

I miss my old life, though. The spoon-feed kind of life. The feeling of just lying around and you know you’ll get what you need because someone else is going to provide it for you. Working is tiring. Budgeting is a lot worse. Growing up sucks. But being able to attain wisdom with the hardships in life, I guess, every bit of life’s bitter sweet moments makes it all worth it.

Mama, Papa, Kuyas, thank you for providing for me then, it’s all on me now. =)

*pats self*

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Girl Crush: Ultimate Girl Crush Award

I think I was born with a man’s heart for I have a lot of girl crushes than boys. I have fallen in love with girls’ talents, quirkiness, style and wit. And today, I guess I have yet to blog about my forever love, Julia Villamonte.

I remember how I discovered Julia. I was browsing Lookbook and found this vintage looking girl on my feed. Dude, effortless vintage beauty is so hard to find nowadays!! And not just that, she has the best fashion style in cyberspace!! The thing is, nowadays, fashion bloggers are everywhere. I love them all! And it made me think, what makes one different from the other? I mean, sure you are cute, dainty, fashionable but what makes you standout among others? That’s what Julia’s blog is all about.

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Stunning photos. quirky style, great writing skills (you must read her blog!) and pretty face. Fashion blogging in a whole new level — in a high fashion kind of way!! I want her to be more famous than she already is because a lot could be inspired by her blog!! Gods of social media, please do make her known please please please!!

I remember showing her photos to Mr. O and you know what’s funny??? He knows her!! Mr. O is friends with JC, Julia’s boyfriend. And JC is one of those guys I admire because he’s a great photographer!! Just look at Julia’s photos!! How small our world is!

SO there. I guess I should feature girls on my blog more often just so it could inspire me too!

Hi Julia!

Follow her blog here =)

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Princess Bubblegum

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I. JUST. LOVE. EVERYTHING. ABOUT. THIS. DRESS.

I was soooo giddy to get my hands on this dres. It took me a week!!! I was so frustrated but whatever, it’s worth the wait!

It’s so me! I love dresses that is too girly and too sexy at the same time — very unpredictable in a way. I mean, girls are like that sometimes, right? There are times we want to be just a girl, and sometimes we want to be a legit woman. I’m not saying that wearing sexy clothes makes us one legit lady, but you get my point.

I also love the color! It’s very doll-like. I wore this at my office (of course, I’m wearing blazer guys), and my friends are telling me how such a barbie I am, lol. If someone is feeling lonely, tingin ko lang, if I pass by at that person, magiging masaya sya! Hahaha. Because the color makes you happy just by looking at it, riiiggght? =) I am currently thinking of events in which I could wear this again!! Hahaha!

Good news to those who love this dress, I am selling them! Actually, I have 6 pieces of this but the moment I received them, my friends immediately get them. So I only have two left :

 WD130P480_WD131P480You can go follow us on Instagram or like us on Facebook for more details =)

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My favorite books

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If there is one author whose books I cannot resist, it’s John Green! Proof: no matter how lame Abundance of Katherines is, I still bought the book. Hahaha! Kumbaga, nakuha ni John Green ang kiliti ko! His wit just makes me love him all the more! Kahit na ang hilig nya sa masaklap na ending (patay patay ganun), I still love him dahil napapaiyak nya ako and that’s what I am looking for a book. Yung mapapaiyak ako! So John Green, go to Philippines and marry me! Charot.

Next to John Green’s books (well, exclude Abundance of Katherines please) is Hunger Games trilogy. I hope everyone reads it ’cause it’s one of the best plot there is! We all have that Katniss Everdeen inside of us! And I was glad it was turned into a movie!! Best thing ever!

And speaking of movies, I heard that my new favorite book by Veronica Roth will be in movies this 2014!!!!! Woot wooot! That giddy feeling that the story you picture into your mind would be seen in big screen. How I wish that how I visualize the characters will turn out to be that way, (wow, brat much?). So what book is it? Den den dennnnn!!!

Divergent hc c(2)Divergent! It’s about a group of people grouped by their attitude or personality. They were divided into different factions : (1) Erudite — those who are intellectual; (2) Amity — for those who value peace; (3) Candor — those who are super honest; (4) Abnegation — for selfless people and (5) Dauntless — for the fearless. By the age of 16, they will undergo a simulation tests which could determine their personality but the decision as to which  faction they would want to go still relies on them. By the time they decide — if they would transfer from one faction to another, they have to abandon their family and leave their old life behind. Okay, I don’t want to tell you the whole story. You go figure the rest! Hahaha. But yeah, it is one helluvah good book!

So for the movies, I do not know any of the actors playing my favorite characters. I just hope they will give justice to the book (just like Jennifer Lawrence in Hunger Games. Okay I might be biased because I love JL but she’s really good, righhhht?)

CASTSSo Shailene Woodley would play as Beatrice Prior and Theo James (he looks kinda familiar but I haven’t watched any of his series or movies yes) will play as Four. Their love story is the main reason I love the book, nyahaha! I am a sucker for love stories in a complicated plot.

If ever you have read Hunger Games and actually love it, you will surely be hooked here too!

Book two : Insurgent
Book three: no title yet and will still be released on October 2013

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Rock, baby, rock!

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I am a fan of sparkling clothes and studded shoes. The top is just simply stylish, the gold details helped a lot. Partnered it with high-waisted shorts and studded boots to make it more edgy! I am totally loving this ensemble! I feel like a rockstar (though I don’t know how to rock hahaha). And the John Lennon glasses cost me 50 pesos only. Down side? Harry Potter print on one lens. LOL

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I don’t want to sell the shoes, but to make my online shop going, I need to add more budget to it. Sooooo…yes, it’s up for grab! Check our online ukay shop on Facebook for details. =)

What I’m wearing:
Top — thrifted
Shorts — thrifted
Shoes — thrifted

The power of Ukay, beybeh!

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Pixie Chick

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I salute all those brave girls out there who can pull off this look. Not everyone could look good in this haircut! Especially those skinny girls who have chubby cheeks, long neck….like me. =( I swear I want to get rid of these fats on my cheeks and make my nose more matangos….. but yknow, you gotta accept how God created you, be contented with it and work on it!!

My hair is boring. I colored it red and the dye…died. lol. I mean the color faded after a while. I was told that I have to tone it every week and I just couldn’t given my time and katamaran. LOL So I am changing my hair color again after all the red shade is gone!! Woot woot! But for now, the best I could do with my hair is curl it, iron it, kill it more! Haha!

Hay. Pangarap ko nalang talaga ang maging cool girl in pixie hair :(

(photos from HonestlyWTF)